Tristessa

I wake up everyday staring at the sun
have nowhere to go and noone nearby to talk
sitting down the sideboard with no fun
sadly settled loose path is all i've got to walk

from time to time i've suffered what i feel
but everytime it seems to not work out
losing time, broken loves, feeling more real
losing head, it's useless when i shout

do i have to live it through this way?
do i have to accept everything is bound to be gone?
do i have to cry and beg you to stay?
do i have to believe that i really could be someone?

old books and new thoughts lost in the maze
stepping on the burnt grass of a far lost land
from all the choices there's one I have to chase
I'd feel better if i had someone to lend me a hand

When i realised we all have grown up fast
everyone set their way towards tomorrow
some win, some still try, some will last
either way, all might taste a bitter sorrow

the nude truth is sometimes hard to swallow
but it's the only way to make it right
deeply hidden lies will always stay shallow
behind all darkness there's always a light